I,

am so lost and so despondent. I have no idea what I am suppose to be doing or going or being.

Everything I thought I would one day have or earn or work for, is not in my life.

Children

A partner

A career

A house

Friends

A neighbourhood

I have simply no clue as to how I am meant to be viewing my future and exactly what I should be working towards.

Everything I value in life is not available to me.

I'm 42 with noone to love. It is the ONLY thing I have ever asked for.

I feel so ripped off!!!!